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(no subject) [Jan. 23rd, 2007|11:44 am]
vish79
[mood |confusedconfused]

Can you believe Jerry Springer is still on the air? Such trash. Today's show is entitled "Jerry and the Pimp."
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Ready To Be Me Again .... [Jan. 18th, 2007|02:49 pm]
vish79
[mood |crankycranky]

Woooowwwwwwwwwwwwiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeee!!


What a strange six months this has been. As you may know, I've been "postulating" with the Franciscans in the Bronx. I pray, I eat, I work, I sleep, I study ... I'm bored. I miss hating my job and struggling with bills and I miss SEX and I miss my friends and I miss home.

I want to go home.
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Blah ... [Jun. 6th, 2006|11:34 am]
vish79
[mood |groggygroggy]

WAH WAH!

I'm sick.

I feel like my head is the size of a hot air balloon and I can't breathe. Thank God for Airborne!! That stuff kicks ass. Highly recommended. Not only does it work, but I am in awe of it's effervescence. Fizz fizz. It's the little thing in life.

So, I have 3 and 1/2 days left of work. SLOWWWWWWWWWW ...
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2006|11:06 am]
vish79
[mood |bitchybitchy]

This is going to be the longest 2 weeks of my life. I want to leave work NOW!!!

Yesterday, I helped Jam move. It was actually kind of fun, but a came to realize just how out of shape I am. I need to cut out the cancer sticks! I'm sore. I need a massage. AJJJJJJ ... HELP ME!!!
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2006|09:45 am]
vish79
I quit my job! My last day is June 9. Oh my goodness ... it's so freeing! I highly recommend quitting your job.

So, I'm giving myself a month off (most of June) and then I'm off to The Bronx on July 6 to begin my first year of formation with the Franciscans. EEEKKK! Wicked nervous. We'll see how it goes. So far, my expectations are low and besides, I honestly don't know what's in store for me. I know that I'm going to the DC area for 4 weeks and then I'm off to upstate NY for a week. Then ... who knows.

I'm interested to see how I am going to be able to live the life! Poverty and chastity scares me. I guess I'll find out.

Wish me luck!!
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Weakness .... [Apr. 10th, 2006|11:46 am]
vish79
[mood |busybusy]

I'm so weak. I think I took Mike back. But I'm not sure .... DRAMA!

Tomorrow, I'm going to Boston for a Psychological Evaluation. It starts at 8:30pm and is supposed to go through dinner time. I'm all nervous. I hope they don't discover that I have this rare but dangerous psychological disorder.

My weekend was utterly fucked up. I saw Mike on Saturday. We hashed things out ... he was really sad and really sincere bout how strongly he feels about me, I think.

So we talked for almost 4 hours ... I was hungry. My mind was with J and A at Bertucci's. My body was at Reflections with Mike. My heart was in the Caribbean basking in the sun. Part of me wanted to go out and have fun and forget about it. Part of me wanted to be compassionate to Mike. Compassion won. Ah well. We'll see how it goes.

J ... if you're reading this, wanna do Idol on Wednesday? Perhaps get some Ice Cream? Let me know. I'll call you later babe!
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What The F .... [Apr. 5th, 2006|10:49 pm]
vish79
Wow. Too long, too long. Hello again everyone!

I bought an excellent pair of dark blue suede Converse with a white star on the side today. I love them!

You know what? I am so annoyed. I've been dating this guy ... Mike. Last night he "dumped" me. He dumped me because he wanted "more" and felt that he was secondary (which is partly true) to family and friends. Also, he struggled because he lives a distance away and we only really saw each other on weekends. He was frustrated with a "phone relationship". He said he didn't want to be a weekend fling.

Anyway, tonight he called me and I was quite surprised. He said that he had a bad day and was on the verge of crying all day, but didn't. I told him that I was doing well and about my new kicks (I LOVE MY CONS!) We talked a while and somehow I reminded him that it was his idea to end things. He said, "Yeah, can I take it back?" I said no. I let him know that all of the things we discussed last night made sense and that I strongly feel that we should still part ways. I feel sort of bad now. Am I an ass?

Does everyone know what paisley is? I'm just wondering. I was at the mall today in a store that shall remain nameless. The girl who rung me out commented on some of the ugly hats that were for sale in the store. I said, "I hate the paisley one!" The girl behind the counter asked, "Which one is the paisley one?" I replied, "The one with the paisley on it." Then I had to point out the paisley print hat. She exclaimed, "Oh! That's paisley?"

My point: People who work with clothing should know their prints.
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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2005|12:51 pm]
vish79
I need to tell my brother that his book sucks. I'm not quite sure how to break the news. Any advice?






PS-Just kidding.
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GOOD NEWS! [Nov. 2nd, 2005|07:20 pm]
vish79
[mood |excitedexcited]

Hey all ...

Good news!! I got my brother to sign up for LJ. His user name is vish76. (Not very creative). My brother is very insecure and would like it if people befriended him. Actually, he's an interesting guy. Please add him as a friend!!

Talk to you later
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Weird Weekend ... [Nov. 1st, 2005|10:10 pm]
vish79
[mood |groggygroggy]

Hello everyone ...

I had a weird weekend! On Saturday, I spent way too much money on a pair of glasses that I'm iffy about. Then I went to dinner at my friend Rene's house. There I met a guy my age who in in his first year (postulate year) with the Franciscan order that I'm thinking about joining. His name was Jimmy. Jimmy was extremely interesting. He is from some island off the coast of Washington (State). The only way I can describe him is by saying that he's "earthy." You know the type. The whole experience was kind of cool, I guess. I was able to ask him questions that I would be embarrassed to ask someone who would be accepting me into the order, such as: Do you get any money for spending? (after all, I would take a vow of poverty). I was also able to ask him what some of his struggles have been so far, if he ever gets time to go visit family and friends, etc. I was pretty happy with all of the answers. Then we showed him around providence in the rain. Strange.

Sunday I accidentally ditched kneedeep to help my friend Melanie move a few things from her old house to her new one. Then we looked at her old yearbooks. Laughed a lot. Fun times.

Yesterday, we had a Halloween Party at work. I was a little nervous about the Haunted Basement that we created, because I've never seen someone with Schizophrenia get scared. But it was good. Nobody freaked.

Lately, all I've wanted to do is sleep, eat and watch TV. Am I depressed, or just a lazy ass bitch who needs a smack in the head? I don't really know that depressed feels like.
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