|drinking wine alone
||[Sep. 30th, 2005|10:22 pm]
Oh how much fun! "Eye Of The Storm" to be precise. Nothing like a cheap, sweet white Zinfendel to accompany a lonely Friday night....
I love you, my friends! And I'm sorry that I am sometimes neglectful. But I so hate to bore you with my utterly uninteresting life. Therefore, I had chosen not to post for a while. I am mesmerized, however, by the interesting lives of my friends and have enjoyed reading about you daily. You are all wonderful.
I had a dream this morning, just before waking up (always the most vivid, aren't they?). In the dream, I was watching a man who I loathed (although I did not know who he was) be executed. We were outside. The only people there were myself, the "executor", the "executee" and a guard. The man was tied to a cross and was wearing a red and white tunic, much like Christ (which totally added to the dream's creepiness). As I watched the man be electrocuted on the cross, I became distraught and started sobbing. Then the man slipped from the cross, dead. His tunic was still on the cross; he was naked. But he wasn't dead! Just pretending. He moved and arm and pointed to the sky. The "executor" screamed, "oh shit!" Then, "When a Man Loves a Woman" started playing and the guy who was supposed to have been executed, with the evilest of grins, said, "Well, I'm definitely going to be loving a man tonight" and began to come toward me. The guard yelled, "Run!" and tried to shield me but the guy came up behind me and licked my neck. I woke up scared and thought about the dream all day.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? I can't figure out what that dream means. Any ideas? Does it just mean that I am totally messed up in my subconscious?
Otherwise, life has been good.